2009/03/19

Holiness is calling, in the midst of calling fame

So right now, I am really struggling to prioritize God's will over efforts to bask in and preserve my fame. "Jay? Famous?" you may ask, but among a certain group of people that play the same MMORPG I do, I have celebrity status. I've been asked out to basicly get a free ride in groups because I am who I am. And it seems that this fame infects every waking moment. I'm constantly checking to see what people are saying about my work and constantly thinking about work I can do to make people love me more. And I don't have time for this. I have to move by the end of the month and I've barely started organizing. I can clearly see that this is self-destructive yet I continue. Please pray for me, that I would put God's opinion above the opinion of men and that I would put propper priorities on my time.